tuesday

could not get up this morning. my distractions keeping me awake :) not that im complaining. i think a combination of my permanent smile and the repeat of yesterdays fit weather got me through today. work was boring as per usual but i did get a fair amount done. im just glad i have mark to text. today was kinda groundbreaking. i feel we've got even closer. hmm. goodtimes.
i decided to go running this evening. badtimes. my legs have completely gone, i have a headache and i feel like my lungs have been stuck to my chest then scraped off a few times. maybe i'll do that gay power walking thing until i get used to it again. dog seemed to enjoy it anyway.
im tired now. nothings changed on the boy front. still got nick on my my mind but the more i talk to mark, the more i want him. i'll see what happens. pete popped in my head again today. didnt really need that. although i think im okay about it now. just a blip.
night x